I never thought I would have this situation, is this real, am I really doing this. I shook my head throwing all my thoughts outside the clinic before entering it.

"OH God please give me strength" I sighed and pushed the door entering the clinic, "Welcome ma'am" a woman greeted me not sure if she is the doctor, I bowed in response.

She stood there staring at me as if she already knew me, "Excuse me, I'm here to-" I was trying to tell her but she stopped me "Wait a minute ma'am, doctor is on the way" she ran to the telephone.

She dialed the number looking at me, she was weird indeed "Hello doctor" she spoke, I couldn't hear the other side as she moved a little away.

"Hey doctor what's the matter, aren't you busy with the patient" Taehyung spoke.

"Doctor there's a patient waiting for you" she spoke looking at me "What? Sissy have you lost your mind, you are the doctor" Taehyung was really confused "uhm ma'am you have his appointment" she questioned me.

As I shook my head, she again asked "what's your name Ma'am" "Y/n" I said. "Ok Miss Y/n be seated, he is on the way" she said "but wait I heard the doctor is female here" I asked but she didn't hear me.

"Y/n?" Jungkook almost yelled "yes doctor, her name is Y/n" she spoke "what is she doing there in your clinic" he started his car "Yeah she is waiting, please be fast doctor" she smiled and entered the room.

She was acting really weird, but wait I heard the doctor is female how come she was telling "he"? Is it really good idea, shall I leave. I don't think so I can get through this.

I stood up to walk out "Miss Y/n come in" she called me, I walked inside "be seated, he'll be here in no time" saying she walked out. I was really nervous and what now? A male gynaecologist, beautiful, will this really help me find a solution? Really?

I face palmed thinking about my fiance whom I kept avoiding, I have never met him. Actually it's weird right, yeah maybe my parents thought I'm not fit to be in relationship or love so they decided for an arrange marriage.

As usual nothing has changed but I really loved this idea, fact that I haven't seen his picture is funny. Because he wanted to meet me, just heard his voice.

None will believe if I say I don't know how he looks, the reason I'm here to check if I'm really alright. I'm really scared of relationship, wait not really relationship but skinships.

Taehyung rushed to the clinic, "sister what happened?, where is she?" He asked panting "I made her sit inside" she whispered not wanting you to hear.

"But why is she here? Does she know you?" He asked assuring you were unaware that the gynaecologist you are here for is his sister, she shook her head saying "go find yourself".

You were thinking about your fiance Taehyung, you thought you should be the perfect person for him, didn't want to disappoint him in anyway way. "Ahhh Taehyung " you said imagining his voice.

"Yes Y/n I'm here" Taehyung entered the room, "doctor" you stood not knowing he was Taehyung . "Sit down" he said smirking, "so tell me what can I help you" he asked sitting opposite to you.

You didn't respond instead fidgeting your fingers "if you tell me only I can help you, common" he was really curious, wanted to know why you were here.

"Do you have problem in having sex" he shooted his first questions making you flinch "no, not at all" you shook your head "then what is it" he asked again.

You kept quiet not really confident to talk about

"Okay then answer my questions miss Y/n" he stoodup "are you a virgin?" He questioned for which you nodded "okay, wishing to loose it" he said walking closer to you.

"What do you mean?" You sat straight starring at him "I mean, you wanted to but scared of it?" He cleared his question. "Not really doctor, I'm here for other reason" you said closing your eyes really tight "yeah go ahead" he said looking at you.

"I'm going to meet my fiance for the first time and I'm scared of skinship" you said not able to face him "oh that is your problem" he chuckled "don't worry I'll help you" he said walking to counseling room "follow me Y/n".

You were really nervous, you felt like your heart would fall out any time. The room was hot and the lights were little scary infact it turned you on, he offered you the chair.

You sat looking around the room, you started to sweat because of the room "relax Y/n, I'm here with you" he said pushing the chair a little back more like you were lying on the bed.

"Now look at me Y/n" he leaned closer, just then you realized how come you missed seeing his face. He really turned you on, his sculpted face, his toned body, the room's hot temperature and the lights.

"Have you been in a relationship earlier?" He asked. You shook your head, "sx?" He lifted his eyebrows curious to know the answer "no doctor, if I wasn't in a relationship then how come sx" you were annoyed by his questions.

"Okay calm down, have you ever pleasured yourself" he asked sitting next you on his chair "no doctor, I really wanted to try it but scared and don't know how to do it" you said with a cute expression.

He smiled "haven't you watched those kind off videos" "yea I have watched but those videos but didn't really like it" you said looking at him "reason?" He asked ruffling his wet hairs "the videos are filled with lust, I expect love to be part in that lust" you said biting your lips.

"How can you expect love from them" he chuckled as you rolled your eyes "So you haven't mastrubated, neither sex nor any kind off skinship" he said keeping his hand near your head leaning closer.

You looked at him sweating due to the room temperature, damn his wet hairs, sweat beads on his forehead. His tempting lips with a sxy mole under it.

He lifted his shirt collar to get some air revealing his sweating neck, the sweat drop rolled down his neck to his collar bone. Your breathe hitched, you were soaking wet looking at him.

You held your dress tight, pressing your legs together. He noticed your actions and smirked.

"Y/n close your eyes just follow my instructions" he said leaning closer to her earlobe.

"Imagine your fiance is closer trying to kiss you" he whispered kissing your earlobe, you opened your eyes making eye contact, he leaned closer to your lips, you moved closer to his.

He slowly touched his lips on yours pressing it gently, you pouted to take the kiss. He started sucking on your lower lip making you to kiss his upper lip.

He smirked bringing his right hand on your hip squeezing it, earning a muffled moan from you, taking this opportunity he slid his tongue exploring your mouth completely, you moaned between the kiss.

You slowly wrapped your hands around his neck and pulled him closer for a deeper kiss. And that's when you realized "shit" you pushed him away from you.

"I'm sorry doctor" you stood up wiping your lip "I shouldn't have come here" tears filled "I loss first kiss, I cheated Taehyung" you started trembling.

"Calm down" Taehyung walked closer but you walked away from him crying "Wait Y/n, I'm -" before he could complete you ran out of the clinic crying.

"Pickup Y/n" Taehyung walked out of the room with his phone "Hey kook what happened, why is she crying" his sister asked worrying about Y/n.

"Pickup the phone Y/n" Taehyung walked out of the room with his phone "Hey kook what happened, why is she crying" his sister asked.

"I kissed her" he chuckled "then why is she crying" she asked "because she didn't know I'm Jungkook" he said smiling. "What?" She stood there confused "will explain later, I'm leaving bye" he walked out.

He messaged you smirking "why aren't you picking my calls Y/n" he didn't reveal instead "Tomorrow is our first date, I'm just excited to meet you" he bit his lips typing the message.

"Be on time Y/n, I have surprise for you" typing the last message he kept his phone. You reached home upset thinking about the incident "Wish it was dream" you took your phone to check.

You found his messages, you were really guilty, upset, worried, like all sought of sad emotions.

"Surprise?" You hit your forehead "how can you do this Y/n, look he has prepared a surprise for you but you kissed some unknown person".